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First off i cannot describe Italy in one word it was just so great and random. Everything was amazing and i've decided that it is definetly a place i'd like to spend some of my life living in. Since i can't type out everything i shall highlight things i found either entertaining or relevant info about Italy;
1) Duomos (learn to love them! they are like houses they are everywhere!)
2) Closets make quite good photo ops lol
3) Italian men DO GRAB your ass! so beware!
4) be prepared to get scammed so attempt to bargin
5) Pizza in Pisa is good lol
6) You CAN hold up the leaning tower lol
7) Always visit American schools :P so you don't miss home too much ;)
8) Try on ridiculous sunglasses
9) Be spontanious! after all its Italy
10) mingle with different ppl
11) eat tons and tons of Gelato!
12) make a wish at the Trevi Fountain
13) two words "Chuqi Chuqui"
14) take pics with Italian men
15) don't expect breakfast lol
16) enjoy cold showers, luke warm if your lucky
17) expect to run into Americans who claim Canada is part of the U.S
18) don't expect free washrooms
19) drink wine (even if it means chugging it b4 the teachers realize it's wine;)
20) take tons of pics!
21) shop fast!
22) don't be late!! or you'll end up running and getting lost lol
23) enjoy any entertainment that arises before they ask you for money!
24) play cards on the plane and read mags and don't freak out lol
25)two words "worst kisser" ;)lmao
26) make sure your description of a Faggio isn't of yourself lol
27) get glass candy from random guys
28) eat pasta!
29)MOST OF ALL HAVE THE BEST TIME OF YOUR LIFE!!!

well that's just a bit of Italy for ya. I had a blast. Mexico was also amazing nice and hot and i finally got a tan!!! yay!
Next mission is a prom dress and downtown shopping. Tara we need to go!

Recently the one thing bothering me has finally gone away... have you ever felt like you are failing at life? never going to go anywhere? massivly disorganized? going to end up as nothing? finally all of those things have disappeared thanks to good ol early acceptance... i've been working soo hard so it feels good to get into the the Uni i really really wanna go to (Bishops)... McMaster was my # 2 and Laurier #4 so it feels good to know that i'm not failing at life.. it is like a massive weight getting lifted off my shoulders....and i know that i'm bound to go somewhere. Goodbye Markham....
Ok on another note...started football practise!! feels so great to be playing again! and YAY ITALY!!!! sooooo CLOSE! should be good times.....flights going to be scary as usual but other than that should be good. i think that's all i have to say
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Ok...it has been quite awhile since my last entry..
Hmm well exams went quite well and my report card finally reflected all that studying.. hopefully the uni's will agree... speaking of uni's after 3 weeks i finally got a letter saying Bishops had recieved my application....so relieved to know it didn't get lost on its way!!! After exams went boarding with Tara twas fun! To my lazerquesters good times!! definatly a very random night... Last weekend was great though...Blizzard was amazing as usual...rachael managed to predict exactly what we were going to eat the entire weekend lol... tubing was killer along with snow football...What else can i say... ooo Valentine's Day was good i got a pretty rose from Chelsea! and a very yummy cookie from Cass lol!! well i guess that's all that's new with me
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Ok now for an adventure entry... so yes rachael, cassie and i planned on going to see Coach Carter tonight! so excited but then we realized it didn't start until 10pm! Who goes to a movie then??? So naturally we scratched that idea and went to Starbucks instead, where we bumped into Steve and Jocelyn. We talked to them for a bit, saw a few more random ppl and then decided we needed to go wonder around Chapters. I ended up bumping in to Kevin! talked to him for a bit and decided to leave after we got bored. So yes here is were the crazyness begins... Rachael and I with out Non Fat No Foam Tazo Chai's and Cass and her hot chocolate that wasn't hot in our system we set off... First we were trying to find the Jets' score on the radio but ended up flicking around the stations..between the Indian Music, Disco Music our Retro Fave and Hip Hop lol then we almost crashed into a cop car lol! Then we ended up talking about someone who none of us could remember his name lol! We tried calling ppl to ask but got no answer so after brainstorming names we thought it might be we ended up going to rachaels to look in the trusty year book! Sure enough Rachael had the last name right but all the rest was wrong lol... and then we randomly ended up at Grandma loney's house lol! PARTY! STOP YOU'RE GOING TO HEAT THE HOMELESS!! and that was our random adventure

Well this week has just flown by! I don't know where it went. Every day has just felt so long yet I have no clue where they went. Anyways... many interesting things have happened.. one imparticular I was fuming mad on Monday over something I found out however, yesterday i discovered who told me this info lied to get back at me for being friends with someone. Why are people so stupid? I thought i was a paranoid person but this one schools me. Enough about that I applied for Uni! It's amazing how fast you can plan your life, it's almost scary. One of my programs however is now not offered at the uni of my 3rd Ontario choice but 5th overall so i was kind of bitter but ya i ended up having to apply to Nippising. Ah well that's life for ya. That's all i feel like saying

Well Christmas has been a busy time, been doing tons of working and sleeping that's pretty much it. I got lots of great things for christmas ate way too much food and saw tons of family...that pretty well sums it up lol.
This week on the other hand i devoted to doing interesting things. Yesterday i went downtown with Cassie and we shopped, stripped a manikin lol! and went and saw Disney on Ice and got sick after our dinner with the shitty waiter. We had a blast until that. Today was Ashlee Day, i decided i wanted a day to do what i wanted to do. That was today. I went to the Spa and got my hair done. I'm still not used to it yet, i dyed it dark and got highlights. Then the most random thing happened after i left the hair place. The Go Train came so the bars went down but after the train left the bars stayed down for over an hr lol! This was on Hwy 7 too so it was a massive TRAFFIC JAM! lol so much honking...that's pretty much everything right now
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Today was so great i got to sleep! wow! and then guess what i did!?! NOTHING! it was beautiful!!! lol then i was browsing around ppls blogs and came across which U2 song best represents you so i decided to find out... here it is

You're "Beautiful Day." No matter what
happens to you, everything's pretty cool. You
don't let little things get you down; you're
too busy grooving to your own private beat. Yet
you can miss a lot that way, hon. Try to think
of the world around you every so often, okay?


Which U2 Song Are You?
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So today i definetly got to sleep in! this is probably the only time i'll be able to all vacation however. I'm working 44 hrs next week so it'll be quite tiring however i've come to the conclusion give me coffee and i can withstand anything. So today after getting up at 11 i went to get my snowboard boots!! they are sooo pretty and i hooked my bindings up and now i'm ready to go! i'm sooo excited i can't wait until i can go snowboarding! That's my random thoughts for today so far

Today's thought is why must things never improve. Everything seems to want to stay consistant while everything just drastically seems to change. I worked today. I'm just so lost for energy that i feel like i'm not even conscious. Everything just seems like a blur..between thoughts, emotions and just plain stress and unhappiness combined with lack of sleep i'm not even sure what's what. I cried for you..blaming myself for a lot of things....none of it i now realize was my fault it was yours..i tried my best.. your choice for our lack of talking is all your doing but i still miss you as a friend.. that's what hurt the most...not like you'll even bother to read this it needed to be said. On a brighter note i've shed my last tear for you. I've officially realized that we'll never be good friends anymore..your new found friends seem to be the ones that you'd rather spend your time with but as rachael and i talked about the other day. remember back to gr 10 we were all so young and naiive and had fun.. now we are stressed and worried about everything we don't even talk to 1/2 the people we were so close to. So this chapter of my life is closed and i felt that all of these thought needed to be expressed..you are gone and i refuse to ever feel guilty it takes two to tango so its your fault too.
Enough said

Well considering how stessfull this week was proving to be i've pretty well made it through the worst of it. I finished 2 out of my 5 assignments! Accounting being the main one and an essay which i had to semi BS i hope its ok! So yes my applogies if i've bitched anyone out this week...except mike! he deserved it but other than that you guys are the best!

On to the music concerts...1 down 1 to go...i thought last nite went well other than Anaita and I getting 8 bars ahead lol! o crap their still playing lol.

Can't wait for tomorrow though!! OCEAN'S TWELVE!!! yay! so excited! well i better be off tara will be here shortly
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